Wednesday, July 11, 2007Trying to Get Ready
45 days from my ODD (Official Due Date), I'm beginning to stress. I try not to stress in front of my husband, Daniel, if possible. He is pretty high strung as it and he needs no added pressure, especially from me.
I'm not so worried about pushing a watermelon out of a lemon sized hole; I'm not worried about the very large needle that will be in my back or even bringing Baby Maddie home. I'm worried about having what she needs to be comfortable, happy and cared for.
So- once we found out we were pregnant, we looked at each other and said let the planning begin. Anyone that knows us- knows we are HUGE planners. (We knew our lives would change and we were fine with that part) Luckily, we knew we'd have 9 months to get ready for Baby Maddie
I began reading (Pregnancy and Baby Development books is a totally different topic- I'll touch on this on another Blog)), researching and investigating. Thank God for Consumer Reports! Our little Baby was going to have the best and safest things I could afford. (Now- I knew I wasn't going to be one of those crazy people buying the $800 Bugaboo strollers.)
We did make a pact not to buy anything until we found out what the little Whipper Snapper was. 18 weeks into pregnancy- I turned into a BEAST. It was a GIRL! I began registering and buying things for our little bundle of joy. I'm still currently buying things and second guessing purchases, on top of what I'm getting as gifts. If there is a slight chance I might need it, I've got it. I keep looking at my list and checking it twice (I feel like Santa) to make sure we have it or will have Daniel going to the store and get it.
Now, I'll probably have way too much stuff (like when everyone was preparing for the 2000 New Year's scare) and probably stuff that I won't need. But- Dang-It- she is my first and I'll learn what not to do when the next one comes around.
Sunday, August 19, 2007One week and counting..........
This is going to be the longest week of my life. I have been the human incubator for Baby B for the last 39 weeks. I am at the end of my journey and don't think I can wait any longer. Daniel and I are anxiously waiting for our sweet little baby to decide she wants to join us in the real world.
Like I as before- we are as ready as we can be for Baby B. We have a billion diapers, wipes, creams, bottles and tons of clothes and blankets. Plus, if she gets here and we don't have it- Target is down the road and so is
Walmart. I'm sure one of the two places will have what I need (except for sleep, patience and a cure for a fussy baby)
Wish us luck and hope we don't have to wait all week. I don't think Daniel and I can wait that long.
I'm sure an interesting birthing story is to follow!
Monday, August 27, 2007Come and gone........
Ok people- My due date has come and gone and I still have Baby
Bessada inside of me. She is going to hold on for dear life or until she can get married. I can't figure out what she might be scared of (
excpet for meeting her Uncle Kris)
We head out to, hopefully, the final
docotr appointment. I have already come up with some
scenerios for the Doctor to send me up to Labor and Delivery. (let's hope Daniel doesn't blow my cover- and say you never told me that)
Wish me luck and
hoepfully I'll be a Mommy in the next 48 hours!
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 MommyhoodWell- Madeline Elizabeth is here! It was a struggle for awhile but she made it to this world safe and only 4 days late. Apparently, my body wasn't ready to let her go. (Look at her- can't you see why?)
No one can prepare you for parenthood. I was made to be a Mommy- especially Maddie's Mommy. All of my biggest fears seem to go away and everything else just comes natural. You don't worry about the small stuff anymore. You just want to care for this little bundle of joy that you have been blessed with.
You learn to deal with no sleep and throw up on your clean shirt. You realize you are constantly washing your hands and checking on the baby. You learn to eat with one hand and hold the baby with the other. You put all of your selfishness aside.
You learn to appreciate your spouse more. I don't take our 5 minute cuddle breaks for granted anymore. (Because 5 minutes is better than nothing) I love watching him grow into being a Daddy ( I don't think it's as natural for men) I love the way he looks at Maddie and Maddie looks (or tries to
foucs) on him.
Like I said earlier- I was made to be a Mommy!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007Mommyhood Part 2
I have to admit it- my kid is pretty darn cute and is a great baby. She makes me want to have another one- like NOW! (But Daniel would kill me- he is just getting use to Maddie)
Babies do grow very fast. Let's see- at 6 weeks old- we just went to size 1 diapers and are starting to out grow Newborn clothes. Maddie is
begining to smile at my voice and the cooing is starting.
Have I said- I love being a Mom! It doesn't matter how many times I have to changes shirts in one day because I forgot to use a burp cloth and get puked on. I doesn't matter how many times she pees all over the place as I'm trying to place a clean diaper on her. You learn to look pass these things as she looks up at me with those big brown eyes!
Wednesday, November 21, 2007Thankful
What am I thankful for?
Sounds like a school essay.
Well- I'm thankful for many things this year.
I'm thankful for Maddie and that I am her Mommy. She is my pride and joy and I love every moment that I have with her. I'm thankful she is healthy and happy. I'm thankful for all of her coos and even dirty diapers.
I'm thankful for my family (just the related ones). They are always there for me and support me no matter what.
Family again- I'm thankful I'm not like some of my non-blood related family. I'm thankful they eat and leave on Thanksgiving- so it shortens the time I have to see them.
I'm thankful that I am currently a Stay at Home Momma. (thank you old company for letting me go and the nice package and not making me quit with no package) I love being with Maddie everyday and watching all of the new things that she does and discovers.
I'm thankful for celebrity gossip-
Perezhilton.com, People.com, and
TMZ.com. It makes me glad that I don't have their lives sometimes and that I also want their lives sometime.
I'm thankful for athletes in there tight pants, so I can see their buns. Yummy! I'm glad there is College Football, too- I love it all.
I'm thankful for
Tivo- no more crappy commercials and I never miss a show. Plus- I can watch a show in ½ the time.
I'm thankful for
Spanx- (now no one has to see all of the post pregnancy imperfections)
Most importantly-I'm thankful for my wonderful husband. He is an absolute blessing. He loves me and puts up with me. Daniel is a hard worker and devoted to his new little family. He also going to be a great Dad. Daniel is the best man I know (next to my Daddy)
I hope you all have a lot to be thankful for too! Have a Happy Thanksgiving!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007Maddie and Christmas
Ok- Christmas with children is great. I don't know who's more excited me or me!!!! Being almost 4 months old at Christmas- she doesn't need anything. But, why do I feel the need that she needs all this stuff. Maybe- I need this stuff. Daniel just looks at me like I;m crazy when I say we need to get this for Maddie.
I have 2 more babies to buy for this year- not including Maddie and my niece. (I got 2 new nephews in the span of 2 months after
maddie was born) I love buying baby stuff- I don't know when to stop. I get something for one niece or nephew- I have to buy something for the other. I want them to have the same number of gifts to buys. Then, I think well maybe Maddie needs it too. The shopping insanity has to stop.
I use to be addicted to shoes and handbags- now it is baby stuff!
I'm sure Daniel and my wallet will be thankful when Christmas is over.
Thursday, January 24, 2008Things I have learned in the last 5 months…….
Sleep is overrated. Did I really ever need that much sleep at night?
I can really enjoy shopping for children's clothes and not shopping for shoes and handbags really isn't that bad. If you really think about it, Shopping is Shopping)
Who needs to a hot meal- it's bad for the digestive system.
I never knew I could really enjoy listening to Baby Einstein in the car. (Justin
Timberlake- who?)
Poopie diapers can be cute (yes- I actually said that)
I hope Maddie doesn't fall asleep when I read to her in anticipation that I can find out the ending of the book.
It is hard to have an adult conversation with wanting to talk about Maddie (yes, I was one of the people that said I wouldn't always talk about my child- but it harder than you think)
The Wiggles begin to look attractive (just kidding on this one- wanted to see if you were paying attention)
People only want to see you because of the baby. (I've been able to keep in touch with people better)
Baby things around your house end up great pieces of furniture and accessories in your house.
Thursday, April 10, 2008SAHMOk- It's official. I'm a Stay At Home Mom. And boy- it is not easy. Being a Mommy has not been bad at all and I do a great job in this role. But, learning how to be a Stay at Home- has not come so easy to me. Now, I'm not June Cleaver and I don't ever want to be. But, I have turned to a pretty good
SAHM if I do say so myself.
Here is how after 7 months, I have done it- I have to have a routine. (Now- I do also do things on the spur of the moment) I know this is very
OCD of me, but that is what I have learned from Daniel. I'm not going into my weekly routine, but there is one and works for me.
I think the term Stay At Home Mom had evolved over the years. I believe they are much cooler now- than back in the 50's and 60's. Husbands don't have to come home to a REAL
homecooked meal and apple pie every night, with the wife looking perfect with perfect kids. Dad can deal with the mom in a t-shirt and yoga pants and a fussy,
boogery kid- and a 30 Minute Meal. (Thank you Rachel Ray!) Mom's have their Mother's
Nite Out with the girls, Friday Coffee, and Lunch with the Girls and the Kids. No Cookie Swap and bridge for this little momma.
I guess each
SAHM has to find what works for them and I finally have a system and a groove that works for me and my family!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008Ending Friendships
(Heads up- this might be
TMI)
To my breast pump-
You got me through many o' humps.
Nursing pads, you were my friend,
You were my
BFF until the end.
And you- Lily Pads,
I kept you around until you leaked and made me mad.
And I can't forget you- nursing bras
You stayed around to see it all.
The time has come to say Good-Bye,
Don't you worry, I will not cry.
Friday, September 26, 2008One Year (yes, I know this is a little late)
Well, I made it. One year as a Mommy.
As I look back, it wasn't as bad and crazy as I thought it would be. Yes, I have been puked on, snotted on, peed on, spent some nights up with a fussy baby, had breast milk seep through on my good shirt. It was all worth it.
I wish I had kept count of how many:
Boxes of diapers and wipes I went through
Sippy cups washed
Cheerios or Goldfish that have been lost in the car
Busted lips
Wiped tears
Episodes of
Backyardigans and Blues Clues watched
This little girl with her big brown eyes and big smile- can make the crappiest day disappear.
So, this is to you Maddie E…… can't wait to see what is in store for us this year.
Some observations of my night with NKOTB:
And she loves it! It goes back to the playing dress up, she wears it around the house all the time. 
